speakup, child

Wakin' up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had it’s say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think, when I let it sink in
It’s all over me
I'm lying here, in the dark
I’m watchin' you sleep, it hurts a lot

And all I know is
You’ve got to give me everything
And nothing less 'cause
You know I’d give you all of me

I’d give you everything that I am
I’m handin over everything that I’ve got
'Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up 'til four in the morning and the tears are pouring
And I wanna make it worth the fight
But what have we been doing for all this time
Baby if we’re gonna do it come and do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don’t wanna lose the love I found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don’t let me down
It’s not fair, how you are
I can’t be complete, can you give me more?

.withorwithoutyou.

Friday, January 21, 2005

day 5 of sch:status - not dead yet

so i've made it through the first week.today was hmmm better??slightly.
okay classes:precal-two periods fine.
adv compo-watched video fine.
brit lit-i was a bit scientific but fine.
-f-i-r-e-d-r-i-l-l-
we werent supposed to talk..but since there were so few students in the sch it was all so fast.
had lunch by myself during the elementary kid's break cuz of pe..diff schedule..
chem-2 periods in a row.fineeee.we kinda did some kind of experiment.had to wear lab suit.ahha.

after sch i went with the pastor's daughter:natalie, home.
nice house..like ones we were thinking of moving into in april.near sch..can walk.
she's nice..can talk more to her den erm..most of the other ppl.
really pretty too.her older sister looks like the princess diaries one.
snacked so much and had dinner at 4 30(??)
was watching dvd before tt-ella enchanted-
den when down to sch to help decorate the high sch dance which i refuse to go to.
and it was five min to the dance and so few ppl were there.
went back to her place..continued watching the dvd den had some youth group thing where her father spoke on joseph and relationships and the other halves and all.den here i am.

i'm so tired.but at least there's a long weekend.no sch on mon.
i'll be shopping tmr so.there's hw to do and all too.sigh.

sch will get better i hope.
they will have more life.i wont have it any other way.
i cant tahan.oh help.or i'd become like them.

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