speakup, child

Wakin' up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had it’s say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think, when I let it sink in
It’s all over me
I'm lying here, in the dark
I’m watchin' you sleep, it hurts a lot

And all I know is
You’ve got to give me everything
And nothing less 'cause
You know I’d give you all of me

I’d give you everything that I am
I’m handin over everything that I’ve got
'Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up 'til four in the morning and the tears are pouring
And I wanna make it worth the fight
But what have we been doing for all this time
Baby if we’re gonna do it come and do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don’t wanna lose the love I found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don’t let me down
It’s not fair, how you are
I can’t be complete, can you give me more?

.withorwithoutyou.

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

so here i am again.
oh before i forget again.there's this daily blackout at like 12 plus at night so i'm usually in a bad mood in the morning having to wake up to switch on the aircon again.i always cant seem to rmb everything tt i want to tell you guys.

okay day three at sch..it's not as good but getting better i think.thanks for praying.
oh i was to write an essay on anything to see where my standard is for english so i wrote about my departure.heh.i cried while doing so.

moving on.every wednesday is late day.usually sch starts at 8.which means i leave hse at 7.
but on weds it's 8.45 so i leave later and wake up later.
so much so tt we were kinda late..but my driver is good.best.the way he cuts in and out of the lanes..reached on time eventually.
anywayy.in sch today we erm watched lots of videos.
videos on english.videos on brit lit...
oh and for chem we have moved on to balancing equations.thank God.
nothing much really for lessons.though for pe i went to see the kids swim.which was funny.

during lunch i erm made a new friend.she's taiwanese,super open, super hyper and 15.but she's in my w.hist class so it works out good.
and i kinda made more friends in w.hist class though they were all younger than me.sigh.
they've got this post exam dance thing on friday but i dont really wanna go.
my church youth ppl have a gathering at the pastors house this friday too.
it's hard to look harmless and smile the whole time.

ohwell..got lots of catching up to do so.i'll try make future entries sound erm more interesting but tt's really how it is here-BORING.
take care all you back home.
i've got to dance when i get back.oh i've found out they dont have any english music stations.at all.
see la.

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