speakup, child

Wakin' up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had it’s say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think, when I let it sink in
It’s all over me
I'm lying here, in the dark
I’m watchin' you sleep, it hurts a lot

And all I know is
You’ve got to give me everything
And nothing less 'cause
You know I’d give you all of me

I’d give you everything that I am
I’m handin over everything that I’ve got
'Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up 'til four in the morning and the tears are pouring
And I wanna make it worth the fight
But what have we been doing for all this time
Baby if we’re gonna do it come and do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don’t wanna lose the love I found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don’t let me down
It’s not fair, how you are
I can’t be complete, can you give me more?

.withorwithoutyou.

Thursday, January 20, 2005

day four:status - tired

we had a field trip today: to some art gallery.
it was small..and the artist came to my sch to teach digital art.
tt was when i sat at the back, didnt bother and learned about the diff cliques and couples in sch.more of that later.
so we only have three lessons.
chem - i taught them.at least i answered all their questions when they didnt understand the teacher.sigh.
w.hist - was kinda slow moving.nothing happened.time stopped.
pe - played softball with the kids!!so fun!and the coach asked me to join their softball team which is going to cambodia soon.rightt.

i've learnt tt ppl in sch are.erm.let's say gossipy.everyone talks behind.sometimes in front.of each other.
i'm too lazy to get involved but thing is it's kinda diff to mixed with other ppl from other cliques cuz "my" clique doesnt really approve of them(??)
but i really couldnt care less.pastor's daughter came up to me and invited me over tmr for youth group and all..which is happening concurrenyly with the high sch dance.i'm going for the youth group thing so.it's another round of i'm-esther-from-singapore-and-i-havent-been-around-vietnam.

okay on a lighter note(since a lot of you say it's depressing reading my blog)
i went to the golf club today which was FAR.went to the gym.
half an hour on the treadmill.tt how you spell it?
twenty min on the bike.and i tried the ball thing.kept rolling off and screaming though.
but dont worry.my mom and i had the gym all to ourselves.and we played the i'm-a-barbie-girl cd.heh
but after tt..i went to the texas bar bbq-WOW.
the food is gooooooooooooood.so much for the work out.

anyway tmr's gonna be a long day.but den it's a long weekend.mon no sch.dont ask.but tt means i'll spend one whole day missing this and that.
oh quit whining already esther.well i must say i've made new friends.just dont know their names.ooohhhh american idol is fuuuunnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnyyyyyy.outofpoint.and i've got deng.thank you very much.

okay so.i cant keep updating everyday but i'll try..right now i'm so tired but i just wanna let everyone back home know tt i miss you so and thanks for everything.i think i'll be fine.

out.

hugged you @ -- 11:28 PM --