speakup, child

Wakin' up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had it’s say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think, when I let it sink in
It’s all over me
I'm lying here, in the dark
I’m watchin' you sleep, it hurts a lot

And all I know is
You’ve got to give me everything
And nothing less 'cause
You know I’d give you all of me

I’d give you everything that I am
I’m handin over everything that I’ve got
'Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up 'til four in the morning and the tears are pouring
And I wanna make it worth the fight
But what have we been doing for all this time
Baby if we’re gonna do it come and do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don’t wanna lose the love I found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don’t let me down
It’s not fair, how you are
I can’t be complete, can you give me more?

.withorwithoutyou.

Monday, January 17, 2005

day one at school: status - alive

hmm wait i'll gather my thoughts den start rattling off.

start: my class consist of 11 ppl(??!!)who i wont see for all the classes.go figure.
i had american lit which was like woosh over my head.i thought i was in history for a moment there.
IT was funny.they teach you how to double click on "that" icon.haha.
precal was like revision class.but only now they go into theory so i'm kinda lost..so many english terms in math.since when.
world history was HUH.okay so enough bout the classes.it's obvious i need some adjusting to.

the ppl there are kinda friendly.by which we mean: doesnt want to eat me up.it wasnt like everyone ran up to hug me but nvm.
i've made a couple of friends.i think.small talk and all.nothing like crazy friends back home but maybe it takes time yea?
teachers are fine.better than fine even.kong will have a BIG heart attack if she comes here..any shoes, any socks(if you want to wear them at all), so many diff uniforms(skorts[which is skirtcumshorts], pants[yes for girls too], shorts), hair of every colour, any length too, earrings as big as hola hoops....
i change classes a lot so i havent really gotten to know anyone in particular though kris does a good job at showing me arnd and all.
ohoh..those of you who were hoping i'd meet cute guys..go look somewhere else.lots of asians..koreans mainly.no good lookers so far.damn.heh..
over all the day wasnt as bad as i had prepared for.as in being in a communist state, carry my chair arnd and salute every teacher and speak in tongues.in which case i'd protest and campaign for the first republican sc president.okay enough esther i'm talking bull which sounds like good boy in vietnamese.

sch tmr's gonna be.....long.i'm comparing everything to back home.still miss you guys shitless.
oh well sorry couldnt have made my life here sound interesting..
how ever do i go on like this??!!

hugged you @ -- 10:44 PM --