speakup, child

Wakin' up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had it’s say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think, when I let it sink in
It’s all over me
I'm lying here, in the dark
I’m watchin' you sleep, it hurts a lot

And all I know is
You’ve got to give me everything
And nothing less 'cause
You know I’d give you all of me

I’d give you everything that I am
I’m handin over everything that I’ve got
'Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up 'til four in the morning and the tears are pouring
And I wanna make it worth the fight
But what have we been doing for all this time
Baby if we’re gonna do it come and do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don’t wanna lose the love I found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don’t let me down
It’s not fair, how you are
I can’t be complete, can you give me more?

.withorwithoutyou.

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

had a meeting with mrs goolbis and my parents today about college admissions.
apparently i'm trying to get a scholarship in the US?
that means i wont be back in singapore for like years?
i really dont wanna go.
den the question of priority comes.do i put my studies and career before my friends?
the way i see it.i'll always put my friends before my studies.
but the lesson i learnt at youth grp was tt i just needed to think about God when i make a decision.
Dear God..HOW??!!

anyway i tennised today.twas fun.
thought about the tennis trials at tk when i first spoke to sheena.heh.
back in the days when she dyed her uniform black with her hair which she used to wash her butt.

tmr's the last day cuz sat and sun are public holidays so fri and mon are hols too.
long wkend so we're going dalat.
help.i might just die of seclusion.

what i'm listening to:
all the really old primary sch slow songs.
sssiiiggghhh-

hugged you @ -- 9:38 PM --