speakup, child

Wakin' up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had it’s say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think, when I let it sink in
It’s all over me
I'm lying here, in the dark
I’m watchin' you sleep, it hurts a lot

And all I know is
You’ve got to give me everything
And nothing less 'cause
You know I’d give you all of me

I’d give you everything that I am
I’m handin over everything that I’ve got
'Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up 'til four in the morning and the tears are pouring
And I wanna make it worth the fight
But what have we been doing for all this time
Baby if we’re gonna do it come and do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don’t wanna lose the love I found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don’t let me down
It’s not fair, how you are
I can’t be complete, can you give me more?

.withorwithoutyou.

Sunday, May 22, 2005

so let's see.
i got my nails painted blue at my hse for like 50000VND.yes at my hse.so sheena/hui you know wad we'll be doing.
that was thursday.

friday was prom.
wad excitement.
i was sooooooo sleepy i have no idea why.
it wasnt the whole WOHOOOO prom.
sigh.well after sch.
we went straight to the hotel
mom and dad got a room there cuz it was dad's birthday.
so nat and i went to get our hair done.
i'll show pictures if you holla.
den we went to get dress and did make up.
we were gonna be late.sound familiar??!!hahaha
i didnt quite care.
we got there.ppl were well in black mostly.
taking pictures.
we ate a bit.
they didnt quite have a program so we just sat arnd listening to the dj.
the room was kinda small and few ppl were there.
so yea.was with zac and nat.
den some girls went to dance.the rest watched.
so one of them came grab me and got me to dance.
so yea i did.

they didnt let me sit down from then on.
the teachers were very happening.they lasted longer on the dance floor den the kids.
had to drag some ppl on the dance floor.
but yea.
picture this:very high heels.flappy skirt.flashing lights.booming music.
wad does esther do??
have fun with your imagination.

had to hse to ourselves tt night.me zac and nat.
took many pictures.woke up late.went for breakfast.
came home to do homework.
ANTICLIMAX.

this was saturday.
bad news from nana online.still pissed.
how can they do tt.bloody out of context.

sunday.which is today.went to church.slept went to church again.
soooooooo tired now.
need to sleep before i die young.

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