speakup, child

Wakin' up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had it’s say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think, when I let it sink in
It’s all over me
I'm lying here, in the dark
I’m watchin' you sleep, it hurts a lot

And all I know is
You’ve got to give me everything
And nothing less 'cause
You know I’d give you all of me

I’d give you everything that I am
I’m handin over everything that I’ve got
'Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up 'til four in the morning and the tears are pouring
And I wanna make it worth the fight
But what have we been doing for all this time
Baby if we’re gonna do it come and do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don’t wanna lose the love I found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don’t let me down
It’s not fair, how you are
I can’t be complete, can you give me more?

.withorwithoutyou.

Monday, June 06, 2005

so.i'm here at kris lounge (thanks to debbie's mom"))
i was supposed to be back in vietnam yesterday.
BUT.i was late.had to check in like 40 min my flight.
i was ten minutes late so boldy the counter said no.
he bugs.
anywayy.

hmmm the past week of final papers are over.which is a good thing.
and a bad thing cuz now i'm seriously bored.
friday was the last day for final papers-precal.
den off i went to Singapore.
watched a bit of coach carter.gonna finish it later.
had popeyes with grams and cheche.gooood cheeken.
korkor started experimenting with drinks.haha.

next day.SATs at acjc.
which meant i woke up at like 5??!!
anyway.managed to change my SAT ones to two.
math level one was alright.
but chem was so sucky.
i didnt get 70% of the questions.
anyhu.met minhui after.went to walk a bit at wisma.
went down to suntec.
met tiff.licking a 25 cent Mac's icecream cone and looking at diamonds.
met dimi.met alex.
watched monster-in-law.good movie.well see i havent watched a movie in ages.
went shopping.SALE!! i was a bit compulsive.
had dinner at crystal jade with he[x]*beams*
and icecream at anderson.thanks minhui.
talk talk laugh laugh snap snap(that was the camera if you were wondering)
he[x]: btw the pics are up on msn grps.

went to church the next day.")")")
it's long since i could really be myself and know there's always ppl like jamie/cho/ivan/soh(basically the guys) who'd be more embarrassing.
well yes was late.yes sheena i know only i could have done tt.
went back to church.to SING!sigh.
havent done tt in a long time too.niceee.and mark seow is STILL.mark seow.
"it's you it's you it's you who built THE community"(THE??!!)
"lao su lao su lao su chi THE fan..."wuahahahahahaha.
den dinner at oasis with che kor and ma.man i ate too much.
went home.watched MTV's MADE with kor and den slept.

next day..i'm here.
so i guess i've got to go.well.i'll be back soon.
till den i'll be online.
and waiting for the glorious day minhui and sheena arrive at vietnam screaming at how terrible the place is")

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