speakup, child

Wakin' up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had it’s say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think, when I let it sink in
It’s all over me
I'm lying here, in the dark
I’m watchin' you sleep, it hurts a lot

And all I know is
You’ve got to give me everything
And nothing less 'cause
You know I’d give you all of me

I’d give you everything that I am
I’m handin over everything that I’ve got
'Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up 'til four in the morning and the tears are pouring
And I wanna make it worth the fight
But what have we been doing for all this time
Baby if we’re gonna do it come and do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don’t wanna lose the love I found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don’t let me down
It’s not fair, how you are
I can’t be complete, can you give me more?

.withorwithoutyou.

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

i'll be quick.
the weekend passed.
went to the gym on sat and den to the new mall--parkson.
it's decent.
sunday went to church, did my nails, evening prayer meeting.

monday.ohgosh.work load tripled or something.
i need a trolley to bring home my books.
why do i have more den one text for one subject?
and den today.went to sch.
there was this meeting for the high sch kids.
next week wed to fri.there's gonna be a camp.
i guess i'm looking forward to it but not like very excited about it.
i mean i dont know if the real me is gonna come out and if they'd be fine with it.
anyway i was voted to be a leader.
gee.had to choose my own grp.
it's like i cant say no to ppl so it got to a point that i realized most of the ppl in my grp are 2 years younger.dont ask.
and by the end of sch i had too many ppl and i forgot to write my own name down.
so i had to bump off one person.
but they being kids got all pissed and stuff i decided to bump myself off and join another team.
and they didnt want that so....yadayada i had to bump someone off.
and i still feel extremely bad about it.
ohwell i guess things might actually work out fine.
goodness i really dont wanna go piss anyone off.
but for sure if someone pisses me off.
the real esther's coming to town baby!

okayy.so i'll update if anything interesting happens.
it's raining and i'm listening to sentimental songs.
all i need now is you.

hugged you @ -- 11:15 PM --