Saturday, September 10, 2005
hmm.not boasting.but it seems i'm the most "fun"/funny person the ppl in sch have seen.
pathetic huh.
and considering i'm half the noise and "fun" that i am.gosh.
well things are.looking up i think?
i see more of myself.found a korean who lived in singapore and speaks a bit of singlish.
everytime he does tt i just wanna hug him.
speaking of hugs.
i think i made it known tt i dont like shoulder pats.
i get more hugs.
sometimes i close my eyes and try to imagine it was one of you guys.
really.but it's not the same.
you'd think 6 months have passed.and i'd move on.
but you have no idea.
i have found at least one person i can open up to.
i miss minhui so bad.
but i guess i've grown somewhat spiritually which is eventually what counts right?
i dont get the encouragement i need so bad though.
i do thank you all who tag and encourage me all the way from singapore.
but it's just not the same.
it takes one long distance call to make my day.
please...
hugged you @ -- 12:12 AM --