speakup, child

Wakin' up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had it’s say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think, when I let it sink in
It’s all over me
I'm lying here, in the dark
I’m watchin' you sleep, it hurts a lot

And all I know is
You’ve got to give me everything
And nothing less 'cause
You know I’d give you all of me

I’d give you everything that I am
I’m handin over everything that I’ve got
'Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up 'til four in the morning and the tears are pouring
And I wanna make it worth the fight
But what have we been doing for all this time
Baby if we’re gonna do it come and do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don’t wanna lose the love I found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don’t let me down
It’s not fair, how you are
I can’t be complete, can you give me more?

.withorwithoutyou.

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

so begins another day at sch.
if you could see me now, you'd wonder why i would be upset.
den again, if you could see me now, is it really me you're looking at?
it's just one of them times..
i get terribly upset tt it seems i'm becoming someone i dont want to be.
a hypocrite.

someone hit me.
smack some sense into me.
it's dumb how it seems i'm getting mentally younger.
i made more sense of life when i was 15.
we saw things so clear..and our determination.
we could take on anything.and we did didnt we?
now we've been reduced to this.
our values, our identity.

at least i still have you.
i do dont i?

note:you make me smile.

hugged you @ -- 2:09 PM --