speakup, child

Wakin' up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had it’s say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think, when I let it sink in
It’s all over me
I'm lying here, in the dark
I’m watchin' you sleep, it hurts a lot

And all I know is
You’ve got to give me everything
And nothing less 'cause
You know I’d give you all of me

I’d give you everything that I am
I’m handin over everything that I’ve got
'Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up 'til four in the morning and the tears are pouring
And I wanna make it worth the fight
But what have we been doing for all this time
Baby if we’re gonna do it come and do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don’t wanna lose the love I found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don’t let me down
It’s not fair, how you are
I can’t be complete, can you give me more?

.withorwithoutyou.

Monday, June 05, 2006

friday night was graduation.
honestly,i didnt think anything about it.
nope,i didnt think i'd miss anyone.
i dont have anything in common with those people.
except maybe our hatred for the school.

after graduation,the seniors went out.
6 of us went to aqua.
didnt think i'd have fun cuz michelle couldnt come.
she broke her toe.
drank quite a bit.2 bottles of...
got a little tipsy.
the other guys came at 11.30?
we were a big group.
i think i got drunk at that point.
crazy night.

but everyone put me in a cab and took care of me.
and yea i guess i had fun when i wasnt thinking.
we met on sunday.after all of us slept on saturday.
laughed about that night.
it was nice.
i might miss them.

thing is,i dont get why it has to wait till everyone's drunk to realize what good friends we all were.
den why did we have to wait till the last day to get drunk.

today andy,the first of us,left for canada.
i'm leaving tmr.
and so this chapter closes.
i'm struggling to feel something.
i guess in a sense it was good that i came here.

but now i'm just lost.
these friends i've managed to remain emotionally unattached to have always been there when i come back whining and sulking from singapore.
when it feels like friends in singapore are all too busy and have moved on with their lives.
at least people were waiting for my return to vietnam.

but i guess in a sense it is good that i'm going back.

to the seniors of 2006:
we'll hook up again.
and maybe not get drunk.
thanks.
rock on.

hugged you @ -- 11:58 AM --