speakup, child

Wakin' up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had it’s say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think, when I let it sink in
It’s all over me
I'm lying here, in the dark
I’m watchin' you sleep, it hurts a lot

And all I know is
You’ve got to give me everything
And nothing less 'cause
You know I’d give you all of me

I’d give you everything that I am
I’m handin over everything that I’ve got
'Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up 'til four in the morning and the tears are pouring
And I wanna make it worth the fight
But what have we been doing for all this time
Baby if we’re gonna do it come and do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don’t wanna lose the love I found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don’t let me down
It’s not fair, how you are
I can’t be complete, can you give me more?

.withorwithoutyou.

Monday, July 24, 2006

hmm.

we've all got problems.
but i think it's all because we're self-centered.
really.think about it.
we're upset because something doesnt go our way.
something doesnt make us happy.
something we want,we dont get.

so i figure i'll have to be less selfish.

next problem:easier said than done.

anyway.
this is just for rachel wong ruiqing.
i havent forgotten you.
you'll always be part of he[x].
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE.

back to less philosophical issues.
rag.yupp.it's still on.
it will be till 12 august.
do come and support.
msg me or tag for details.

i must say i'm enjoying every bit of it.
sure i'm half dead most of the time.
and i dont get to see as much of my other non nus friends as i'd like.(was great bumping into you, minhui)
but still.i guess it's this sense of satisfaction only ragger can understand.
this fierce sense of loyalty and unity.
this sense of belonging.
funny how not too long ago everyone,myself included,doubted that i could fit in.

[mampos.i jatuh into a longkang sial.wad only.]

hugged you @ -- 12:11 AM --

Saturday, July 15, 2006

People Envy Your Energy

You've got the drive and determination to keep your life in order, and you are on track to be a huge success.
People tend to envy all you've got in life, but they don't understand the work that goes behind it!

What Do People Envy About You?

hmm you agree?

hugged you @ -- 11:42 PM --

Friday, July 14, 2006

pictures from scamp:-

sentosa/doing what we do best.act cute.before battle games/told you we were better off acting cute.us Isis girls convinced snrs to take pictures with random authentic jap sch girl.glammed up for "cruise" dining and momo

here's what i've been up to lately:

rag dance.rag float.rag costume.rag dance.rag float.
err.ya.that's it.

7.40am-wake up.hopefully
9.30am-dance prac at nus.which starts with crazy warmups.
1pm-lunch.cedric our dear leader warns us not to eat too much.
2pm-dance again.or help with float if it's a half day.
4pm-finish dancing.help with float.
6pm or till after dinner-bloody long ride home.

you'd think doing that every week day would kill.
it does.
but i guess again it boils down to the people.
they're different.not my usual crowd i guess.
hex is embarrassing.loud.crazy.blunt.wild :))
church ppl are plain lame and always laughing.
nus ppl are.just different.
but great friends all the same.
let's hope we get to know each other better(so i could shut up once in awhile without them thinking i'm sick)
let's hope to know more ppl.freshmen preferably.

ohoh.mambo was fun :))
again?heh.
i'll go learn the steps and stand next to white tee girl on the podium the next time.

[i was dying inside to hold you
couldnt believe what i felt for you]

hugged you @ -- 10:22 PM --

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

you think i place way too much importance on reputation?
you think i'm fiercely loyal to friends?
maybe i could be more selfish?
maybe i'm already very self-seeking?
you might think i'm way too young?
too loud?
too liberal?
why am i always confused?
why do i always want things i dont get?
perhaps i ask too many questions.
you think i think too much?

i think so.
but there's really so much to think about.
dont you think so?

hugged you @ -- 8:42 PM --

Saturday, July 08, 2006

the things we do at science.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QwgnZF3U61o&search=keep%20your%20banana%20campaign

there went the first week of spending every single day at nus.
and one night too.
been preparing for this rag competition thing.
dancing.cutting cardboard.and so on.
let's not forget traveling for freaking 1.5 hrs.
single trip.

my shoulder's bruised.my muscles are killing me.my butt broke.
but i guess it's all good.i mean i'm bonding with them ppl.
although i forget they're all older than i am.
then again i usually hang out with older people.
whatthehu.

so i suppose my view of sci fac has changed.

but being noisy/cheerful/crazy/loud is starting to wear me down.
let's just hope one day i'd get to be the real me there.

hugged you @ -- 1:21 PM --

Sunday, July 02, 2006

just for you ian, the library part:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=LdgdBOTUSqg&search=japanese%20funny%20show

hugged you @ -- 11:20 PM --

after getting proper sleep.i'm here to blog.
this is also due to this post camp syndrome thing.
anyway.here i go.

science camp.scamp for short(much better sounding as well).
didnt think much bout it.reluctant really.after wad everyone was telling me.
"they all speak chinese!""they're all nerds!""you cant possibly fit in!"
so guess i was pleasantly surprised that it didnt turn out so bad.
yes they mostly spoke chinese/hokkien.
no they're not all nerds.you'd be surprised to find countless of ah bengs there.
and since when have i ever fit in.i stand out.cant help it.HA.

hmm.highlights.
sentosa beach games.cuz by then my og(Isis) was more or less bonded in some sense.
oh fright night.stupid old changi hospital.i shall post the footage if i get a chance.
valerie(my closest og mate)and i were made famous.
and erm.mass dance!tt was funny.
cruise dining.more like chinese junk.
momo.was.embarrassing.i shouldnt drink anymore.
ohwell.i guess i did enjoy myself.and kinda miss them friends i've made.
i'll try get pictures up.

but please slap me if i start speaking funny.

let's go science fac.it's time our cheena nerd reputation changed.

"no horse run"

hugged you @ -- 1:15 AM --