speakup, child

Wakin' up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had it’s say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think, when I let it sink in
It’s all over me
I'm lying here, in the dark
I’m watchin' you sleep, it hurts a lot

And all I know is
You’ve got to give me everything
And nothing less 'cause
You know I’d give you all of me

I’d give you everything that I am
I’m handin over everything that I’ve got
'Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up 'til four in the morning and the tears are pouring
And I wanna make it worth the fight
But what have we been doing for all this time
Baby if we’re gonna do it come and do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don’t wanna lose the love I found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don’t let me down
It’s not fair, how you are
I can’t be complete, can you give me more?

.withorwithoutyou.

Friday, November 10, 2006

first trip to vivo.
and i'm no longer a loser.
NB:i do have a life.i do.
cant say i'm very much impressed though.
just the way i'd expected.
why go then?i hear you ask.
just to get out.
and i got to hang out with a friend!
which always makes me happy.
it's like the coffee i'd always have to pour in my jar.
*it's got to do with an email my mom sent*

i miss my mom.
she's cool.
i miss my dad too.
he's cool.
and i miss korkor.
he's way cool.
here's to the coolest family.

it is sad to realize that i've got my priorities mixed up.
and even more so upsetting to know i'm not doing much to correct it.

i've been thinking.
i'm sure i'm in NUS for a reason.
God put me here.
dont think it'll be to waste 3 or 4 years.
or to have me kicked out this sem.
that would be.
purposeless?what a word.

the a/c is fixed.
i fall asleep faster.

just when you think you're in control
just when you think you've got a hold
just when you get on a roll
here it goes again.

hugged you @ -- 1:34 AM --