speakup, child

Wakin' up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had it’s say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think, when I let it sink in
It’s all over me
I'm lying here, in the dark
I’m watchin' you sleep, it hurts a lot

And all I know is
You’ve got to give me everything
And nothing less 'cause
You know I’d give you all of me

I’d give you everything that I am
I’m handin over everything that I’ve got
'Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up 'til four in the morning and the tears are pouring
And I wanna make it worth the fight
But what have we been doing for all this time
Baby if we’re gonna do it come and do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don’t wanna lose the love I found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don’t let me down
It’s not fair, how you are
I can’t be complete, can you give me more?

.withorwithoutyou.

Friday, December 01, 2006

mom called last night amidst my studying.
she said to forget about my previous papers and to do my best for the rest.
and that she's praying.oh and to sleep early.
that is enough reason for me to study.

but i didnt sleep early.
nor did i do my best.

today's papers were.
brilliantly awfull.if i can say that.
i've never felt so confident about failing before.
well there's really no odds for betting since i hardly did ANY question.
still.some ppl owe me ice cream and food.
see.when i say i'm gonna screw up, i mean it.
i'm not like those ppl who'd freak out over several questions.
if i thought the paper was alright and that i didnt do too badly.
i'd be the first one to say so.
so.try.comfort me.with more than just "no la.."s

my eyes are tired and i'm just.
well.feeling blahish.
looking forward to monday.
at least to 11am on monday.
den it's partypartyparty.
oh and tanning.
i'm whiter den chyi now.

one more to go.

my outsides look cool.
my insides are blue.
cuz everytime i think i'm through.
it's because of you.
i try different ways.
but it's still the same.
cuz at the end of the day.
i've got myself to blame

i'm just trippin'

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