speakup, child

Wakin' up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had it’s say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think, when I let it sink in
It’s all over me
I'm lying here, in the dark
I’m watchin' you sleep, it hurts a lot

And all I know is
You’ve got to give me everything
And nothing less 'cause
You know I’d give you all of me

I’d give you everything that I am
I’m handin over everything that I’ve got
'Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up 'til four in the morning and the tears are pouring
And I wanna make it worth the fight
But what have we been doing for all this time
Baby if we’re gonna do it come and do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don’t wanna lose the love I found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don’t let me down
It’s not fair, how you are
I can’t be complete, can you give me more?

.withorwithoutyou.

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

i need to study.
really.
someone make me study please.

i ate a maggot in soci tutorial.
i played the gamelan.

i feel like eating chakwayteow.

i dont wish to get my hopes up.
but i do wish for something.
yet i dont wish to make a fool of myself.

i wish i could stop thinking so much.

STOP IT ESTHER.

hugged you @ -- 9:24 PM --

Thursday, January 25, 2007

mom's home!

and yes korkor wedding is nearing.

i'll miss him.
annoying old him.
but yup.
no one to pick me from mrt.
send me to church.
sing irritating songs with.
laugh at names and make fun of people with.

HAnyway.
i wanna go visit vietnam.
anyone interested?
pls tell me asap.

-=thetargethasbeenset(:=-

hugged you @ -- 8:41 PM --

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

i've been dancing.
quite a bit.

and i neglect everything else?
everyone else?

selfish?
but den i'd appreciate a little understanding.

when ppl get emo.
i get frustrated.
den emo.

i want something to look forward to.
someone?

just for the sake of it.

hugged you @ -- 12:03 AM --

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

hmmm.
i need to get a lot of things done soon.
1) get chingay clothes: hot pink top?
2) get textbooks: anyone has IT text?
3) get shoes for kor's wedding: to match off-white dress
4) get hongbao box and thank you cards: therefore meet don
5) get my ipod: back from repair
6) get organized: cuz i'm not

so far everything's just a rush.
i'd like to settle down.
and yes, maybe in more ways den one.

can anybody out there hear me
cuz i cant seem to hear myself

[losing my way]

hugged you @ -- 10:24 PM --

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

YES

i am alive and well.thank you for your concern.
i'll just start cuz there's sooo much to say.

EXAMS

over and sucked.

results are out and they suck worse.

well could be worse.and i shouldnt have expected much either.

please dont ask how i did.

CLUBBING

went for a couple of parties.

vj post prom at DXO.

sarah dearest and i crashed the vj prom itself.

are we cool or what.

and here what does not refer to pathetic.

nic's birthday at dblO and MOS.

i still dont pay for entry.and drinks.

but i guess i'm not gonna club as much.

HOLIDAY

went to melbourne with my folks.

fell really sick on the plane ride there.

and remained sick till now.

but it was good.

got to visit family friends.

and now i'd like an ang moh husband and 5 children.

peter's 5 children were just gorgeous angels.really.

and anni was the prettiest girl i've ever seen.

BLAST!

i came back from aus 4am 18th dec.

and den i went for blast camp 5pm 18th dec.

but it was so worth it.

had A LOT of fun.

and yes we danced from 8 in the morning till 3 the next.

CHRISTMAS

family dinner.

i like it that way.

simple.

COPTHORNE
the girls and i had a room at copthorne for the 30th to 31th dec.

what can i say.it's been six years and i'm just so in love with you guys.
took a hundred pictures.literally.

and suffered through korean boyband songs.

WENT TO ZOUK IN FBTS!

sneaked to the lobby for 2 free breakfasts!

just the way i'd like to end my year.

WATCHNIGHT

went to church for the countdown.

and den to east coast with the churchies.
it's great we can still do this year after year.

NOKIA
peggy was desperately in need of dancers.

so she called and asked me to dance with the illers.

for nokia's Nseries press launch.

yes i'd get paid.

so decided to join.

little did i know we'd be dancing to punk rock

wad in the world is a punk rock dance?

we were just madly jumping and hopping around.
much to the dismay of the organizers.

but what the hell.

i had fun.

and the band from texas was really nice.

the greyskulls. pictures will be up.

preview:

weilong and ilovemyhair-me
and that was my first day of school.HEH

CHINGAY

chingay practices have started.

it's fun cuz half the dancers are from blast!

but trying to be an ic isnt always fun?

at least weilong seems more responsible:)

let's just try to make it through till the final performance.

SCHOOL

yes it only started this week.

and i'm sooo busy.

taking 2 core modules: biodiversity and biostats

intro to computing

intro to sociology and old and new music in SE asia with rahman!

hahaha.FUN.

but i guess i'd have to really "pull up my socks"

hmm never liked that expression.or socks.

ok that's just a really brief outline of the highlights.

i'm so tired i could.erm.sleep.

so sleep i shall.

KRAZYKRUMPETS.

hugged you @ -- 10:14 PM --