speakup, child

Wakin' up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had it’s say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think, when I let it sink in
It’s all over me
I'm lying here, in the dark
I’m watchin' you sleep, it hurts a lot

And all I know is
You’ve got to give me everything
And nothing less 'cause
You know I’d give you all of me

I’d give you everything that I am
I’m handin over everything that I’ve got
'Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up 'til four in the morning and the tears are pouring
And I wanna make it worth the fight
But what have we been doing for all this time
Baby if we’re gonna do it come and do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don’t wanna lose the love I found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don’t let me down
It’s not fair, how you are
I can’t be complete, can you give me more?

.withorwithoutyou.

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

and it's here again.

the dreaded exam period.
dreaded in which sense for most people would mean having to study like no tomorrow.
well i dont think they can quite differentiate one day from the next.
it's all a blur.
the airconditioning in the library is cold.

but see to me.
i dread it because it's also my depressed period.
and i dont know why.
depressing isnt it.
maybe it's because i know i should study but i dont.
like now.
when i do i start to hate everything i'm studying.
maybe it's because i see how others are so stressed and i cant do anything about it.

or maybe the house has become very quiet.
i dont like quiet.not usually.
mom and dad are busy getting robbed in vietnam.
korkor is busy annoying poor kuanmei with timbaland songs.
cheche sleeps quite early now.
i guess i'm homesick.

i procrastinate.
i use horse shampoo.

i wish we could be like we were before

[wemaynotbemorethanfriends.butwe'renothinglesseither]

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