speakup, child

Wakin' up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had it’s say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think, when I let it sink in
It’s all over me
I'm lying here, in the dark
I’m watchin' you sleep, it hurts a lot

And all I know is
You’ve got to give me everything
And nothing less 'cause
You know I’d give you all of me

I’d give you everything that I am
I’m handin over everything that I’ve got
'Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up 'til four in the morning and the tears are pouring
And I wanna make it worth the fight
But what have we been doing for all this time
Baby if we’re gonna do it come and do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don’t wanna lose the love I found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don’t let me down
It’s not fair, how you are
I can’t be complete, can you give me more?

.withorwithoutyou.

Thursday, May 24, 2007

and so this is the day.
when all the lying wont work anymore.
well i knew it would come but still.

i guess it's better this way.

but you still want the best of both worlds?

there's nothing to hold on to.

hugged you @ -- 4:44 PM --

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

YOU KNOW WHAT?
ok you dont.if you did i wouldnt have to tell you.
so why do we always ask.

anyway.one word.
RASHES.
omgomgomg.
i had rashes on my neck and back in vietnam(refer to previous post)
and den it all cleared by the time i boarded the plane.
BUT den this morning i woke up and i was COVERED in A LOT of BIG RED patches.
never seen it sooooo bad before.
and this time it was on my arms, legs, back, front, neck.even my toes!
so i went to see a doc.
he gave me jab and prescibed new and stronger pills.
he said it wasnt contageous.
i went home to sleep and when i got up it was MUCHHH better.
almost all gone.
so i went for blast.
and EVERYTHING cleared after practice
only to have the rashes break out after lepaking with the krazies.
and this time it was on my face!
thanks so much sharon, rahm and weilong for caring!!

anyway now i'm home and it's not getting better.
the thing i hate most about this is that you never know if you're really cured and when it'll just break out again.

ROARRRR.
i hate rashes.
make them go away.

hugged you @ -- 11:22 PM --

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

all ye faithful readers of my blog.
I'M BACK!

from vietnam that is.
went with janice, grams and grandaunt.
the new place is nice but out of the way.
and hcmc is getting expensive.relative NOT to singapore though.
hmm.went to muine too!
anyone going to viet MUST go there.

but den on the day i was to fly back i broke out in rashes and ran a temp.
but thank God i recovered quick.
oh well i'll be back there soon.

got reminded how vietnam's culture is just so different.
but who am i to be ethnocentric right.
den again singaporeans arent the most pleasant people either.

things i got:
- star tees for dance ppl
- belt out of compulse
- hair clip for erm. clipping hair
- altered a pair of three-quart jeans
- made two copies of three-quarts
- heels cuz i felt bad for trying every single pair in the shop
- slippers cuz i felt like bargaining
- gum cuz i always get gum
- bra!cuz it was nice.
- shades cuz the lady was only willing to lower the price if we bought more den one
- a haircut cuz it was only 3 dollars
- nails done for fun
- massages cuz something is very wrong with my right foot.cant walk properly
- slightly tanned at the awesome beach at muine
- cheap and gooooood jap food at my favorite jap restaurant
- great and cheap seafood
- sand in my pants from the sand dunes.ha
- visibly fatter

okay i'm tired and not feeling too good.
it's funny how i dont blog as much when i actually have the time to.
majulah singapura!
RANDOMNESS PLEASE.

hugged you @ -- 10:59 PM --

Thursday, May 10, 2007

somehow when you have the time to blog.
you dont.
it's different.
like weilong and rahm feel toward youtube watching.
hahaha.

anyway i am but bored.
it's the holidays now.

okay an update would be apt now:
-papers are over and tt's all that matters.
the WHOLE year one of uni life.wow.
that was fast.
-been slacking BECAUSE I CAN.
not even bothered to go out.
-been shopping!with the krazies.
and i've FINALLY got them black skinnys.
-got a LOT of clothes from debbie.
and nope.not ashamed one bit tt i'd live off her:)
-got fishieses!MANYMANYMANY.
so hopefully the impact wouldnt tt bad when one dies.
which happens.often.
-got the wireless router thanks to david dearest.
but it's just the router cuz i dont have the cables to configure my com.
-went for the science camp briefing.
and boy what a surprise to find out i was made aogl.
wuaha together with ah pek as ogl.
we're so gonna die.

ok and den i'll be away in vietnam with jan from the 14th to 22nd of may.
maybe na and mo too?
and den again in june and july.
somehow this 3 month break doesnt seem that long anymore.

things to accomplish:
-lose weight.say 5 to 8 kg.
-change my hairstyle.
-dance dance dance
-watch movies.namely pirates, fantastic 4...
-tan

dont think i'd accomplish much but hey, everyone knows goals are good.
and yes i'd like very much to just spend time with anyone i've not been able to much during term.
so come come dont be shy.
holla at.

hugged you @ -- 4:30 PM --