speakup, child

Wakin' up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had it’s say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think, when I let it sink in
It’s all over me
I'm lying here, in the dark
I’m watchin' you sleep, it hurts a lot

And all I know is
You’ve got to give me everything
And nothing less 'cause
You know I’d give you all of me

I’d give you everything that I am
I’m handin over everything that I’ve got
'Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up 'til four in the morning and the tears are pouring
And I wanna make it worth the fight
But what have we been doing for all this time
Baby if we’re gonna do it come and do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don’t wanna lose the love I found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don’t let me down
It’s not fair, how you are
I can’t be complete, can you give me more?

.withorwithoutyou.

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

They say...

If you love something, let it go,
And if it comes back then that’s how you know.

Can somebody help me?
To help me get out of this circle.

i guess it's better this way
:)

i said i'd try and i always keep my word.

hugged you @ -- 9:51 PM --

Saturday, July 07, 2007

i bumped into an old friend on the way home today.
he used to be one of the prominent youths at church.
"now i have sunday mornings free!"he chuckled.

will i ever stop going to church?
besides i know i'm just going through the motions.
when was the last time i did qt?
or prayed?

where are you, God?
do you really want me back?
even after knowing i'll stray far again?

disgusted.
loathe.

helpless.
desperate.

hugged you @ -- 8:55 PM --

Friday, July 06, 2007

this is gonna be a quick and brief update.

went and came back from scamp!
really fun being a snr for shikra and losing my voice at massdance:)
pictures will be up when i get them.
it's the period now when i reflect on the time one year ago when i was a freshman.
hopefully we did well enough as seniors to make the freshmen feel as comfortable as we were.

dxo performance was great!
gosh wad could be better den performing with you closest friends who just happen to be excellent dancers.heh.
we brought sexy back!

rag trng has started.
means hours of sleepless night getting the choreo and song.
and den settling the dancers and their committment.
i really wish they'd come to know how important and impactful joining rag dance is.
once a ragger always a ragger.
once a rag dancer always a rag dancer.
it's one of those things noone explains but everyone who experienced it understands.
and not one regrets.
we said we'll be back last year.
and now we really are.

performed at whitley sec sch for their assembly.
i never knew typical sch gangsters really existed!
and i kept thinking.how different we were.

akangdatang:
- DR
- Dancetitude
- Vietnam!
- more rag
- blast! chalet
- Christmas production

=honestly, are you sure you're emotionally unattached?=

hugged you @ -- 8:16 PM --