Saturday, July 07, 2007
i bumped into an old friend on the way home today.
he used to be one of the prominent youths at church.
"now i have sunday mornings free!"he chuckled.
will i ever stop going to church?
besides i know i'm just going through the motions.
when was the last time i did qt?
or prayed?
where are you, God?
do you really want me back?
even after knowing i'll stray far again?
disgusted.
loathe.
helpless.
desperate.
hugged you @ -- 8:55 PM --