speakup, child

Wakin' up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had it’s say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think, when I let it sink in
It’s all over me
I'm lying here, in the dark
I’m watchin' you sleep, it hurts a lot

And all I know is
You’ve got to give me everything
And nothing less 'cause
You know I’d give you all of me

I’d give you everything that I am
I’m handin over everything that I’ve got
'Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up 'til four in the morning and the tears are pouring
And I wanna make it worth the fight
But what have we been doing for all this time
Baby if we’re gonna do it come and do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don’t wanna lose the love I found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don’t let me down
It’s not fair, how you are
I can’t be complete, can you give me more?

.withorwithoutyou.

Sunday, January 06, 2008

i'm not pessimistic.
i just dont expect too much.
or rather i expect the worst.
but i do hope for anything better.
still there'll always be those i-told-you-so times.
den i wished i hadnt been dumb enough to hope for better.
cuz i'd start hating myself.
den again i get disappointed easily because i expect a lot.

wait

i just said i dont expect much.
maybe i just expect more.
for myself.

do you understand?
i dont think so.

SEE!i really hope you understand but still i kinda know you just wont get it.
and thus wishful thinking is a bitch.

and so i'm pmsing
but that's NOT THE FREAKING POINT.

"it's not your fault.it's not mine.we just dont belong together.we should stop fighting that."

"my hand is getting cold."

classic i'd say.CLASSIC.

i did the laundry today.

guess i cant help feeling that deep down inside, you're still searching and waiting.

hugged you @ -- 11:37 PM --