speakup, child

Wakin' up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had it’s say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think, when I let it sink in
It’s all over me
I'm lying here, in the dark
I’m watchin' you sleep, it hurts a lot

And all I know is
You’ve got to give me everything
And nothing less 'cause
You know I’d give you all of me

I’d give you everything that I am
I’m handin over everything that I’ve got
'Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up 'til four in the morning and the tears are pouring
And I wanna make it worth the fight
But what have we been doing for all this time
Baby if we’re gonna do it come and do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don’t wanna lose the love I found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don’t let me down
It’s not fair, how you are
I can’t be complete, can you give me more?

.withorwithoutyou.

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

disclaimer: everything written here is only my side of the story.

so it might be blown out of proportion.

make no mistake.

next to me.but somewhere else.

sacrifices at your convenience.

reassurance for jealousy.

willingly falling into the vicious cycle.

i am backup.

plan B.

reserve.

might as well.

second best.

replacement.

slowly building up my wall of pride again.

dont tell me.

show.

prove it's worth feeling again.

otherwise, i'm resigned to waiting it out.

like i do all the time.

hugged you @ -- 12:19 AM --