speakup, child

Wakin' up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had it’s say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think, when I let it sink in
It’s all over me
I'm lying here, in the dark
I’m watchin' you sleep, it hurts a lot

And all I know is
You’ve got to give me everything
And nothing less 'cause
You know I’d give you all of me

I’d give you everything that I am
I’m handin over everything that I’ve got
'Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up 'til four in the morning and the tears are pouring
And I wanna make it worth the fight
But what have we been doing for all this time
Baby if we’re gonna do it come and do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don’t wanna lose the love I found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don’t let me down
It’s not fair, how you are
I can’t be complete, can you give me more?

.withorwithoutyou.

Sunday, March 23, 2008

because i've never really fought for what i wanted.
because you're not the same as everyone else.
because i'm stubborn.
because i've still got to try.
because i'd more scared of being without.
because i'm not ready.
because of all the whatifs.
because i'm comfortable for once.

because we can.

try again ok?

hugged you @ -- 10:09 PM --

Monday, March 10, 2008

thank you everybody!!
mom and dad for a..erm..interesting present.haha.and my family for dinner!!
ragdancer 07 for the "surprise" cake session!i think it's amazing how you all still make time for this.and i hope we'll have many many more ugly cake eating sessions together!
blast ppl for the cake and jacket.
hellohu, camerachia, funnyfoo for the most successful surprise.and for making that day worth remembering.i love you guys.
MIX!for the lovely surprise on friday!and the laughters and the memories and the real friendships:)
my beloved churchies for the attempted surprise.i've known some of you for ages and i was reminded of how blessed i am.
and of course to those who bother to send a text or msg through facebook and friendster, i'm very very grateful for each one.

well wad did i do on my birthday?
lab report till 630 in the morning.
exciting.

*for those of you who thought finally a decent normal post, sorry you cant escape the emoness..it lives on*

are you happy?
at this instant?
with me?
it has to be now and not in the future.
if it doesnt happen now what makes you think it will later?
so i'll play it your way.i wont get in your way.
you can call or msg when you're free.
maybe we'll meet to catch up over lunch one day.
but for now i'll have to try to get use to not hoping or wishing for anything.
i resign.you win.

hugged you @ -- 10:39 PM --